HOORAY

I learned something new today! I learned that telling the truth after a lie is a great thing to do! Okay, so I got caught lying to my teacher about going to TN. I told her, Mrs.Mennuti, that I was going to Vietnam for a funeral. I told her friend Gladys last week that I was in Tennessee, not knowing that she would say anything. Today, I showed up to 6th period, Mrs.Mennuti called me out for it. I felt so bad, so after class, I told her why I had to lie. She totally understood and we laughed it off. I have so much respect for her for understanding, she also said that I can now trust her. HAHA! But it’s good to know that everything is okay.

I am so excited!

I am so excited for prom!! I just can’t wait to get my freak on! HAHA, i’m kidding! I just can’t wait to get dressed up and take a whole bunch of pictures! I am so excited! Oh and, it’s soooooo hot outside! I hate it! Man, I can’t wait for prom!!!!!

cleansed

My purpose of living on this planet is to satisfy people. And I sure do know how to do it. I feel so good right now. Man, I sound like I’m talking about sex right now. hahah. No, not that kind of satisfy. I guess I like making people feel good, once again, not in a sexual way. I love shopping for birthday presents for others. Like I love getting things that I know people will like, or even love! It just gives me this cleansing feeling inside. I love seeing their reactions. Well, I just really like to make people feel good. HAHAHAHAH.

emergency test

Last night was the first time I bought a pregnancy test. I couldn’t decide on what brand to get. I was stuck on the Clear Blue brand and the First Response brand. Somehow, I ended up choosing the First Response. I was so nervous, because I was thinking what if I run into people that I know at the store while holding the pregnancy test in my hand. Oh no, the test wasn’t for me. It was for a friend.
I was so worry for her. I prayed for her. Even though I know that she would be okay. She can’t be pregnant, no, not at this age. I still prayed for her. The test turn out to be a negative, phew. A big ol relieve off of my shoulders. Buying that pregnancy test made me feel really old for some reason. Hm, I hope the next time I buy a pregnancy test for me or anyone else, I would be at the age of 29+.

is it bad?

Man, my left eye keeps on twitching. I wonder if it’s trying to tell me something. Maybe it’s a warning that something bad is going to happen. It’s been twitching for a good 9 hours now. I’m kind of scared. Usually I’m not like superstitious or anything, but I do believe in this whole eye twitches thing. It could also be from the pills that I’m taking. Maybe i’m just adjusting to the pills. I’m also very shaky. hmm. Idk what’s wrong with me. I just asked my mom what was wrong with me, she said it’s cause I haven’t gotten much sleep lately.. I’ve never heard that before, I think she’s lying. Well, I hope it’s nothing wrong. Hopefully nothing bad is going to happen to anyone, or me.

don’t sink.

I believe the third quarter of my Junior year is the worst! I can’t believe how bad I did in school. My average GPA is a 3.5. Third quarter, my GPA was a 2.7. In my whole life, I’ve never received anything below a 3.0. I am so ashamed and disgusted. Seriously, I gave up. I failed. Even though there were no Fs, I still didn’t do my best. I think 0 period P.E. helped me fail. So for fourth quarter, I promise I will do everything I can to bring my GPA back up. I can do it, because I’m super motivated. I guess I had nothing to look forward to for third quarter, but now I do. My motivations are…: I’m going to be a senior in 2 months, summer will be here in two months, I’m going to TN in May, prom’s in April. It’s just something for me to look forward to. yeaaaaaah! I am going to wake up every morning  with a smile on my face just so I can get the day over with so that I can be one day closer to my .. things-to-do. Idk, I’m just excited to get school over with!!!

this is for sangggggg

I miss you so much girl! I cannot wait to see you in May! lol this is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo lame.

Shane is cute.

Jazlyn, my sister, came in my room and showed me her “diary” tonight. She had one entry and it was three sentences long. It says “Shane is cute. I really like him. Shane think I’m cute too.” Hahaha, I thought that was the darnest thing! Her first crush, aw. I hope she’ll make something out of it. hahahhaha.

Lake Tahoe

men will come home

I think every woman should let their man cheat while they’re young. They will stop it eventually and come home to their woman. At the end of the day, he’ll come home to you and not anyone else. I know this guy named Brandon, and he has a girlfriend of 4 or 5 years. During his high school years while they were together, he talked to other girls and secretly go on dates with them. But his woman managed to stick with him, and right now they’re better than ever. He doesn’t talk to any other girls. He choose not to cheat anymore. He’s been through it all and learned a lot. He grew up. So girls, you should just be patient with your man. He will come home to you. You’re his only one.